Well after a long time, i finally got some time to write..hmm...a lot of things have happened and though my mind says i am not bothered but my heart is not saying so..

ok here is the thing..well u noe my fren 'white' he is not talking to me anymore..and the big problem now is , i dunno y he is doing that !! i mean as a fren u should always tell right wat is right and wrong if ur fren did something...?? we were really close frens once upon a time..really really close..as in we have shared a lot of things and honeslty from my previos post u should noe that till now i dont noe y that i always tell him everything which is going around me or with me..well except for this part. i have tried to make a conversation with him and that doesn't seem to work..that idiot is simply ignoring me and i dunno y !!!
since this was bothering me a lot i asked my frens around me about it and one of my fren told me that the reason y he is ignoring me is because he think i m very egoistic ..hmm...ok...thats not a very nice thing to hear but again if u were my good fren u would heve told me straight rite..i have listened to u countless of times wouldnt i listen to u if u tell me properly about my behaviour..wouldnt i do something about it?? i respect u ..ur words and accept everything about u...y da hell are u doing this to me??
do u noe that by u not talking to me, i feel so...i dunno...seriously there are no words to describe it..
honestly i m very stressed out about this..i have never cried for any guy ..(maybe once for my very close guy fren) but even that because he was ill..but u..u..u.. made me cry by simply ignoring !! SERIOUSLY buddy that really really hurts !!!
WTH u want me to do ah..tell me..just tell me...dont go around tell stuffs about me..ignoring me..and all that..,
my frens told me that if he is ignoring me i should do the same..but i just cant do it...i just cant ...
i m trying and trying and trying but ..i just cant seem to forget u..u have a great impact on me..and i noe that u noe that..then y are u still doing that...??
if one day u wanna talk about it, pls tell me..i am always here waiting...until then i will still try to forget u...